| Ahhhh...today is our first general meeting, and I have to give a speech, and not only do I not have one ready, but I'm getting goosebumps just thinking about it. I honestly thought i got past the nervousness thing, but apparently not. Yesterday, i had to make an announcement to publicize our meeting to another club, and i was literally freaking out. It was only a 2 minute announcement. sigh. I also need to get a job. There are so many recruiting events for business majors going on right now, and i'm getting really nervous. getting a job is what it all comes down to, after all the hard work in high school and now in college, and if i can't get one, i don't know what i'm gonna do. Maybe i'll go to china again. I just don't feel like i have time to study, to get a job, to spend time with my roommates, or to call my family because ABA takes up so much time, and the most frustrating thing is that other people in my club (who i am LEADING) are so much more capable than I am, and they do so much stuff other than aba. And finally, i'll end with this...i need to a crush...badly. I don't think i've ever gone so long without having a crush on ANYONE. haha. I need something positive to distract me from aba, or at least something exciting hahah. There's your "real entry" cathy:). I miss you. |
